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I find myself really despising group project. It's not like I choose to not social with people, but disappointment is all I ever get.
I'm always the one who is excited until the project is done. Maybe I expected a bit too much or people have difficulties following my pace.
I'm not a leader type kind of person, but if it's a responsibility to bear, I will follow through until I reached the finishing line.
I find it hard to rely on people, often time I feel like I rather do things myself or not do it at all.